*the dance floor, the music, the moves;

to those who have been my rock throughout this period , and have not given up on me, who have stood firmly believing in me,

thank you.

to these few especially, i cannot articulate how much you mean to me, and i hope these few words can start to help you understand that despite my busy schedule and insane life, i care for you too. though i dont show it as much as i would love to,

you are really important to me. and i want to be there for you. (:

yanheng ; - the one whom i would trust my life with. my best friend. alot of who i am now, is because of you

xingtong;- the one who i know will be there. despite all that shit, i know you really do care.

sarah;jiamin;jehanne;xinyi - my beloved babes, thanks for taking the effort to meet up with me despite my busy schedule. i love you girls. you girls are permanent in my life!

andrew; -my best friend. we're distancing, and its painful. i hope we can pull it back tgt. you really mean alot.

oxy; - for letting me know now and then that you care, im grateful.

sont; - for your time, effort and patience. i really do appreciate it. everything takes time.

thank you.

I LOVE YOU GUYS !!!

(end of mini-shout out!!)

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trying to update my blog a little more often, prevent it from becoming like a graveyard or sth (:

i am actually unpacking my room now, haha , of course, i stopped halfway.

me and packing absolutely does not mix well. get it? :D

nevertheless, i shall press on.. someday. ((: LOL!

unpacking all the things that i threw into boxes made me face certain things i did my best to forget.

two years worth of memories, happiness, pain, really stabs me hard over and over again.. just when i thought i might be able to move on.

i wonder how you are doing, if you still hate me, if i would ever find someone who loved me like you did, or if i could ever find someone who would accept me the way i am. i wonder if you have found someone who is better than me for you, if she would make you happier than i did?

other than these bouts of emo-ing periods (which i am SO entitled to); life is still quite dandy.

enough of emo-ness

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one week plus left to interhall cheer competition!! ahhhh. starting to feel the heat and pressure. really need alot of effort, hard work, time to get through this.

im horrified at the number of lectures i skipped this week, (which is the first week, may i add)

i solemnly promise to not skip lectures (: wahaha!

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gonna treat myself to stuff from victoria secrets. haha I SO DESERVE IT OKAY! so yupp!

i need to sleep.

Loving this song, you guys shld take a listen , Two is Better than One.

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